Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy (CHORDS) by Crywank

[Intro]~
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[Verse]~
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Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air.

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Must I care for nothing more than myself? Do I dare

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admit the fraught thoughts cavorting? Resorting in inner-directed mourning

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for the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning.

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Well that’s what I said, but maybe it’s the fact that I detest

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this obsession with myself that’s left a mess inside my head.

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Oh shit I’m doing it again, repelling any potential friend,

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revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend

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anything bigger than myself, but in the end I still pretend.

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Condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time

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watching me as I achieve my secret social mission.

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To drain people with my boring stories and opinions.

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To see the bigger picture takes intelligence and wisdom,

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but I won’t see nothing more with just myself in my vision.


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I go outside a blitz of faces unwilling to admit to any empathy,

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endlessly incessantly declining any pleasantries.

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Heavily breathing, socially teething. I’m open like a vivisection.

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Intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections.

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Infected by my perceptions that I’m a non-entity,

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project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry.

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Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived whilst I was dreaming.

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Awake! Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I’m still believing that,

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this is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep,

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as I helplessly watch them fade whilst I awake, I try and keep them alive.

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Incomparable with life but eventually they die

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and the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie. |


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When inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality.

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Through lucid dreaming I decimate the limitations of actuality.

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Capacity practically eternal, mortality external,

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no god but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal.

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Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the travesty

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and compared to the apathy of realness I reveal my own insanity.

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The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy.

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Normality's effects reject the agony of rationality.

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Which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality,

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an elaborately designed privately owned spiral galaxy.

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Financially I’m failing, naturally decaying.

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Soon I’ll have no safe place to sleep if these bills still need paying,

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displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind expanding

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for when I drift away I see the totality of understanding.


[Outro]~
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